Maniac acknowledges 'unacceptable behavior' and alcohol issues following sexual assault allegations
After more people came forward yesterday regarding the sexual assault allegations against Mathieu "Maniac" Quiquerez, the Swiss analyst has issued a second statement
Counter-Strike analyst Mathieu "Maniac" Quiquerez has released a public statement following the sexual assault allegations from multiple women at an esports after-party in London. In his latest statement, Maniac admits to having a “problematic relationship with alcohol for most of my adult life”.
He expressed remorse for his actions, acknowledging that alcohol has played a significant role in his problematic conduct over the years.
Maniac also reflected on how social media had allowed him to avoid confronting his actions and vowed to take time to reassess his life.
Below is his full statement:
I have been forced to peer into the abyss and face my worst demons in the last few days. I have had a problematic relationship with alcohol for most of my adult life. I have attempted in many ways to get it under control but I have failed miserably at various points. I am ashamed of my weakness and have been for years. Now I cannot turn a blind eye to it anymore.
Alcohol reveals my self doubt, my need for promiscuity, to be seen, to be wanted, because a part of me is broken and feels unworthy. I was broken during my childhood and I wish to one day have the strength to address it with courage. This led to unacceptable behaviors over the years for which I am truly sorry. Sorry doesn't even begin to cover it.
Social medias have allowed me to cowardly desensitize human interactions as if nothing really happened. This was an escape. I never wanted to hurt anyone and I have always tried to give people the respect and the agency they deserve. I looked to fill a void in a pathetic and destructive manner. I will take time to reassess my life, who I am and who I want to be. I have let people down that I deeply care about, I have let this community down and I have let myself down.
Ditched by prominent tournament organizers
Several major tournament organizers have taken swift action following the sexual assault allegations against Mathieu "Maniac" Quiquerez.
PGL and BLAST have both confirmed that they will no longer work with the Counter-Strike analyst, while ESL has started an investigation and said that Maniac no longer will be a part of the broadcast at the ongoing ESL Pro League Season 20.